The promise of new beginnings...hope, anticipation, excitement. But the wait feels like walking into a hospital...it takes forever and a day. So in one week I will start school...my new life. I hope to leave the practice of medicine behind, and turn sideways into the light. LOL - I'm so "woowoo"...
This Irish man, Patrick, first coined the phrase, "sideways into the light"...talking about the Fae and their ability to disappear. I'm not so much wanting to disappear, as appear...but in a different light, a different line of work, a different way to conncect with people. I still want to help the world, I just want it to be more expansive...with a different texture.
Who knows if this school experience will give me that? I know what my plans are...but you know the saying, "The best laid plans of mice and men...". Until then, I wait...and this next week, I may need to go back to Boston to help move Mom, once again, into a new place. What a roller coaster this experience with Mom has been! Lord, I hope she gets some peace...altho - I'm not sure it's peace that my Mom wants...so I hope she gets whatever it is she needs to heal...on all levels.
I know I haven't blogged in over 2 weeks. I have not been able to write much - not even journal. I think I am just waiting and processing and healing. There has been so much healing and resolution for me in the past couple of months. I am so grateful. And it is so nice to recognize my hard work has paid off and will continue with me on my new adventure.
Namaste'
C
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