Why was I in that wierd space before this week of seminary? I just don't know...but I was actually sort of pissed on the drive down here. Once I got here, I became a little concerned, b/c it felt like everyone was into Esoteric Christianity, and that I would have to adopt that as my new belief system...except I just wasn't ready to do that. That's when i saw the Pilated Woodpecker, the Blue Jay and all the vultures.
Symbolically, (see Animal Speak) the woodpecker is about seeing things clearly. It's black and white coloring symbolize being able to cross between the physical and spiritual, while it's red head is about mental analysis and inspiration.
The Blue Jay is about using your personal power properly and allowing others to use their power. The vultures are about restoring harmony, purification and the ability to ride the thermals...or use the power available to you, effectively.
What this all meant to me, was to allow myself my own belief system...while at the same time, learning from others. It all seems very applicable to being in seminary. There are lots of strong beliefs here - and while I want to be open and learn lots of new spiritual information...I don't want to just go with any concept that someone tries to push. The greatest gift is discernment. I'm guessing I will get to adjust to that concept many, many times.
And btw - I was offered the job of registrar here. I'm thinking very seriously about moving to Oklahoma. The birds are awesome! and think of all the money I would save in gas! More later.
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